It is finally Spring Break! This semester feels like it is taking forever but at the same time it is going by really fast.
With it being Spring Break, that also means I only have seven weeks left of college. Seven weeks and then I am out in the real world and I actually become an adult. It is terrifying and it is starting to hit me like now!
I have been calm and chill up until now. Everything is hitting me and I might cry. I am making lists on lists of what I need to do. I need to start applying to jobs, like real jobs.
Not only is there school to worry about but what if I don’t get a job, what if I graduate with no job offers and I have to move back home and work in retail. So much is going through my mind and I don’t know if I can handle it.
Some major mental breakdowns are about to come my way but at the same time I am about to be down with school for the rest of my life and it feels so good.
I am not going to worry and I am not going to freak out. Life does always seem to work out for me and I hope that continues as I apply for jobs, graduate and move on after graduation. I am going to be positive about everything and hope it works out for the best.
“A negative mind will never give you a positive life.”